Hey .. Well , Im really going to miss this class ..

I just hope we stay like this untill we were out of this sch ..

but it was too late ... I will be staying bck 1 year ..

I only can see them after and beforre sch .. fr some ppl , CCA..

I just want 2 wish the best fr them .. <3<3

OK, gt to stop here .. Promise to update soon ..

Hey, sori fr nt posting often .. Buzy , buzy ,. buzy ..

Haish .. Im getting blacker .. I HATE MYSELF ..

WEll , nothing to say ..

I just want 2 say ..

Bitch , u think we like u .. Go to hell uhk ..

Everything complain .. , small kid .. then ur laugh like a monster

even the monster will be scare of u ...

U really are a fucking bitch .. ASSHOLE ...

Nurul Nadzirah

She is a cute and cheerful person ..

when i have relationship problems , she is always there fr me

I will nvr forget a fwen like her ..

Amanprit

She is pretty and helpful ..

she is the best sister in the world ..

if she became my real sis , i will be very happy .

and i will bully everyday , ceh , just kidding ..

I will be missing her if she left the sch first

Pamela

She is happiest gerl i ever met ..

I like nvr see her cry before .. she always happy and active .

I hope i was like her but i cant .. she is special ..

she also the best sis in the world ..

I just hope we can be sisters forever

Joie

She is the gerl who like to hit my butt .. (dont be angry )

But even though she hit my butt untill red , i still forgive her ..

Confirm , she will do it again .. I will be missing the old times ..

I hope that we meet again in the future ..

last but no least .. Nurul adleena

She is the only person who is there with me when im in trouble ..

She always understand my feelings ..

when im down , she is the first person who ask me why im sad ..

Im glad 2 have a best fwen like her

I will nt forget bout her , wherethe good or bad ..

The pics above is the ppl , i will miss the most when we leave pioneer ..

and maybe some ppl would be 2gether , some are nt ..

I just hope that in the future , we bump into each other ..

I will miss u guyz a lot .. remember when u are out there ..

dont forget 2 keep in touch ..

Hey, I think i dont want 2 delete my blog .. well , see the pics ..

There were a lot of changes .. Okay got 2 stop here , buhbye ..

psst ...

I want to delete my blog ...

Hey ... SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

I knw it is too late as i was buzy lyke hell ...

Well .. My blog look dead but who cares ...

Who want to see my blog ???... only me ...*haish *...

So bored ... well ... tmr got sch .. Yeah ...

I can see my beloved ... *blushing*..

Tmr go raya with adleena and friends..

Should i go or not ??? ..

I just go uhk..as my duit raya is finishing ...

Ok gtg buhbye ..

I miss you , honey..

Even though it just a few days but it was like ages...

I wanted to have our last kiss and hug...

I MISS YOU , BIE...

Im sooo damn bored...

Nothing to do..

I want to go to sch... where i can meet my friends

well.. tmr , have study group ...

I guess i have to stop here buhbye...

This boy up here is my boyfriend.. My beloved boyfriend....

I love him very much... NO matter what i will love him till I die...

Well , I and him are more closer then ever...

Ok gtg buhbye...

Hey... dead blog... long time did not post...so buzy... what to do... well.. Now waiting for him to call me... *haish*... Feel like killing him... Gosh , always make me angry , almost everyday.... I dont know what to do to him already... hahas... today is quite fun , the ncc boyz buka puasa.. haha , fun.. ok gtg buhbye...

Hey... Tmr , I will be going to this place.....

So excited... I go there with my beloved... *blushing*

I scared coz I will be going to the highest floor.. *scared*

I dont like heights....

OK gtg buhbye....

[sunrise]
[sunset]

Which one is nicer??? sunset or sunrise???

well.. yesterday is fun...

After sch , go dating with my beloved at the staircase...

Actually , my beloved teman me wait for my mum... we waited around 1 hour..

I have a lot of fun... My beloved was so romantic.. Im lazy to tell what happen...

then at 4:33pm , my beloved msg me..

we msg till 6 plus... he say he will msg me bck around 9 plus...

At 9:50 , he msg... I was panic coz i got ngaji... I forget to put on silent...

Lucky that my cousin all did not hear my hp ring... then me and my beloved msg untill 11:16pm...

ok gtg buhbye....

hey ,sori for not posting these days...
exam is coming... *sigh*
Well , there is this bitch who want to snatch my boyfriend
I feel like punching her face seh...
ok gtg to sch buhbye...

Why can't i forget the day????

the day you make me cry the whole nite...

Untill i cant sleep and eat....

Everytime i look at ur photos , it make me cry more...

I just cant bare to look at ur face...

now.... I dont know what to say already as it still hurt my heart...

Hey... Now.. im no longer single..
Im att.. I dont want to tell you but confirm you know already...
Well , yesterday go home with my beloved...
Then get goodbye kiss frm him...
It been a long time not getting his kisses..
ok gtg to sch buhbye...

Yesterday was my saddest day...
I just broke up with my boy...
I really miss him...
almost evryone ask me to be strong but i cant...
I just need some time to forget bout it..
it was difficult....
Everywhere , i go , there is a memory of us...
The whole nite , i cant sleep...
Just keep thinking of you...
I say to myself that no matter what , i know he will be coming back to me...
The most i miss is his kisses he give me everyday...
I better stop now , i will be crying again...

Im now not in the mood...
coz of yesterday...
here is the story...
Yesterday , i going home wif my boy then i realised that indra is following us
I caught indra , then after indra , ismail...
one by one seh...
ismail ask we all go to cc.. then my boy ask what bout salihuddin???
I say ask ismail to msg salihuddin lurh...
then ismail msg..
at cc , indra bully my boy rabak2...
we go out frm the cc at 6:25...
my boy was very angry coz of indra bully..
he rise his voice at me coz i say wait for indra...
just becoz of indra , i get the blame...
my boy left me all alone near kanzul blok...
I was sad... he did not say goodbye or a goodbye kiss.
I kept his words seh..
he say not to leave my girlfriend alone...
ok gtg buhbye...

Im bored , just come bck frm someone's wedding..
adlina wedding maybe.... married to iman.. haha .. lol..
After come bck frm wedding , meet boyfriend and his cliques..
then get kiss frm boyfriend before he going home...
Now im confused , he keep msging... not boyfriend , someone...
Ok gtg buhbye...

If only i was with him..
Everyday , every week , every second
Now i hardly see ur face...
We always going out together but now , we dont...
I miss you...
ppl have change these days...

hey , sori for not posting these days as i was buzy and no com. *sobs*

Im keeping thinking , should i tell him the truth or not??

Im confused.. I cant keep this secret very long , I just did not to hurt his feelings....

ok now , i dont to be sad2
now sch pernormal , nothing special...
ok gtg buhbye...

I miss you , syg...

I feel like ages not seeing ur face..

all i wanted to ask...

Do you miss me as much i miss you???

my 2nd boyfriend...

Dont ever take him away frm me...

if you take him , watch out...

hey.. im so damn bored..
as im long time did not update..
well.. sch pernormal..
my best friend soo crazy.. almost everyday...
I dont know what to do wif her...
training almost pernormal....ntg much..
yesterday , go home around 7:30 plus..
wait for my boy finish his ncc untill 7 plus..
then actually training is cancel but me and my friends play vb for fun...
I fell down , one time then hit my head with vb ball...pain seh..
then fall asleep for a while then my boy wake me up..
kepo seh.. then like angry...
my boy like sad , cheer him up..
he is soo damn cute.. when he show his sad face..
my boy change his clothes for a while , then i start chatting wif indra bout my problem..
then blah , blah , blah...
go home , sit wif my boy for a while as my leg is in pain..
when my leg is ok , he send my home..
I say i wanted to send him to bas stop ,coz dont want 2 go home early..
when his bas came , get goodbye kiss frm my boy...
then i run to home as im scared i get scolded...
it was too late , get scolded by parents... *sobs*
ok gtg buhbye....

Aku benci kaw sangat2....
BENCI!!!!!
sampai hati , kaw uat gini kat aku....
Ingat kawan2 aku pun benci kaw....
muke mcm sial....

I keep thinking.. untill i cry..

I dont know why..

I wonder what im thinking about..

Many ppl has make me happy.. but it is not enough

I dont know whats wrong bout me...

Psl i just need someone to make me happy always...

Im bored , nothing to do..
Well , something has happen , that make me crazy..
One day , i will tell..
ok got to stop here , buhbye..

I just wish i can see the sunset with you again....

Hey.. I really soo paisei.. bout asrudin lie to me...
here is the true...
Farrah : din , on fri kaw ade gy chinatown dgn as tk??

Salihuddin : aaaaa kalau aku bilang kau apa kau nak buat?

Farrah :aku nk tahu je.. betul ke tk....

Farrah : aku tk uat ape2.. just tell me the truth..

Salihuddin :aku dgn as dah gi half way than mak dia cought aku n as than as kena balik so kita tak gi. happy so the info that i give is $20 ok n my money that i been waiting is $30 so all togather is $50 .cay tak lah aku main2 je berapa2 kau nak bagi pun boleh asal kan lebih dari $30 ok.

When he tell me the story , I laugh.. I dont know why..
Im crazy...
Ok gtg buhbye...

Where are you???

I miss you..

even it is only for a few days but It like a few mths..

I miss ur kisses...

It been a long time..

Why must you leave me and go??

U always say u love me ..

I just dont trust ur words any more...

U break so much promise and you even dare to lie to me..

I just it is the end...

I just cant stop thinking about you...

Not even for one day..

You are already became my soul..

you are everything to me...

But why u must do this to me???

Where is the asrudin i use 2 know???

I hate the new asrudin....

U have change a alot...

U make me want 2 break wif you again...

I dun want 2 leave u then u doing this 2 me...

Psl change... I want the old asrudin

Hey.. Im bored..
Im so angry wif my bf..
He lie 2 me...
He say after sch , he go home straight
the i ask his friend , indra.. He say that my bf go 2 chinatown..
I was sad and angry..
I cant believe that he lie 2 me... *sobs*
Ok gtg , im dissappointed wif hym buhbye..


Hey , you asshole , U think u rapat wif us does nt mean that we like u , we still hate youu....

Sori for not posting these days..
Buzy...
While sch reopens , got many things to do..
First day of sch.... Is my worst day coz i get scold by many teachers...
Second day of sch... 5o%
Third day of sch.. 60%..
forth day of sch.. also 60%
I did not have fun...
OK gtg buhbye...

Well .... tmr got sch... *haish*
Dun know what 2 bring tmr...
Im soo damn bored... dun know what to do...
Msg my syg.... cannt coz his pp8 finish..
Kol my syg.... I scared his mum scold...
chat wif him... His laptop spoilt...
Its difficult 2 be close wif him... *sigh*
ok gtg buhbye.. sori 4 the boring post....

Yesterday , I feel like i can fly.... to heaven....

Go 2 vivo wif my syg , sally and my bro...

In the bas , my syg make me angry... Then he like pujuk me..

Mls nk lyn... let him suffer.. but no choice 2 forgive him...

pity at him... then go home... my syg was soo damn romantic...

I dun want 2 tell as it was difficult 2 explain....

But i have a lot of fun wif my syg... thank syg... for making me happy..

Ok gtg buhbye...

To the fucker :I hate you!!!!!!

Hey... this pic above... it will be save as memories wif coach...

2day is his last day training us... Im going 2 miss him...

Even though he got scold us but he is a lot of fun...

Then after training ,go jp... find out how much the volleyball cost...

Coz me and joie had lost the ball... *panic*..

The ball cost $39.90.. soo expensive...

So stress , so many things 2 do... then tmr go out wif sally and my syg...

More stress... Now im tired frm training... I guess have 2 stop here... buhbye..

To the fucker : hey... I want 2 think what u did wrong..... I will be asking u question...

If you lie.... U watch out....

I have soo much fun wif my syg...
meet him at 10 plus then go to sch...
go 2 class.... see him doing ss hw (semangat)...
Then 1 hour , got bored... my syg disturb me...
He hold my hip and i put my hand over his shoulder...
Then we kiss... It been a long time ...
But I was like sial la.... we kiss in sch... I was scared that any teacher caught us..
Lucky , no teacher caught us... at 1:30 , I had 2 go...
I was like very pity at him.. All alone...
But at least , we have kiss... I cant wait on sat...
Go vivo wif him , buy present for mummy...
Ok gtg buhbye..

To the asshole : if you ever talk bad things bout my best friends , U going 2 get it from me....
U better watch out...

Im bored... Ltr meet my syg..
For a while only....
He ask me 2 teman him go send something...
Im speachless now... buhbye... Ltr i will post more...

I just wish we could see the sunset again...

BUt this time only you and me.... alone....

I hope we were like this pic....

I miss the old you...

Im feel something is not right...
BUt i cant figure it out...
I dun know whats wrong wif me...
I think its bout on mon , the day I go out wif syg and salihuddin..
I put my hand over his shoulders then he take my hand off his shoulders..
I was sad... everytime i put my hand at his shoulders , he always kiss my hand..
but now.... I dun know....
I just need think twice if i wanted 2 break wif him....

hey... Im bored so I update my blog...
while... I dun know what to say...
Im feeling dizzy now... I dun know why..
At 2 plus , syg kol but I did not pick up as i was listening 2 music..
Then he kol my home , He say that on thur go pulau ubin
I dun know should I go or not???.... I think no need 2 go
Coz I feeling sick .... I think coz of yesterday....
OK gtg buhbye...

hey... farrah here...
Yesterday was fun wif my syg and salihuddin..
WE go 2 toa payoh then go orchard then go home..
BUt when going home , it was a very long trip...
I was freaking cold and salihuddin too... as for asrudin.. he is not cold seh..
I feel like dieing inside the bas... then my syg keep holding me to keep me warm..
Then he try 2 kiss me but cannt get it... I laugh ....
I dun know why... then when we reach jp , salihuddin cry coz he is too cold...
Me and my syg laugh at salihuddin like hell.. My syg send me at my home at 7 plus...
But i have fun wif this two boys... on sat , go vivo wif them again... YEAH!!!!
Ok got 2 stop here buhbye ....

Farrah here....
Im bored .. so I just update my blog...
Im very happy 2day coz tmr see my husband....
Gosh ... I miss him very much...
Tmr go toa payoh , take NDP ticket... then Dun know where we will go next...
BUt tmr got training... at 8:30 till 12:30...
then off meet my husband and salihhuddin... but first change my clothes .... I want 2 say thanks 2 salihuddin 4 inviting me .....
I really appreciate it.... ok gtg buhbye...

To the bitch : I will be waiting 4 my revenge....

Hey... farrah here...
so bored ... I just edit my blog...
Today syg got ncc...
Semangat...
yesterday , otp wif syg ... only for 33 min and 38 secs..
I know im crazy..
I miss my syg...
Only a few more days 2 sch and I still havent do ss hw...
very stress doign ss hw... nd 2 do world map...
I feel like killing my teacher...
OK gtg buhbye...

To the bitch : I hate you sangat2..... I wish ur life is destroy like the time u destroy my life...

The pic above is my dearest....

I miss you , syg ...

It been a few days , not seeing ur innocent face...

When I can meet you again...

I guess I have to stop here..

Ltr i will start crying over you...

Gosh... I hate you ... very much...

Im not prefer to the girls... I prefer this gerl..

I hate you very much.....

You pretend to be my best friend... U see what i will do to you...

In the future... I HATE YOU ......

where are you , dearest???

I miss you very much...

The most i miss is the kisses that you give me everytime...

I want you in my life...

when can i meet you again???

I miss your innocent face.....

Please , I really miss you...

I cant sleep , I cant eat...

I keep thinking of you...

unless I see you then im comfortable...

Farrah here.... So bored.....
Yesterday got class outing... I dun hav any pics... but go 2 my frenz blog...
it was soo fun..
I thought that my bie did nt come , but he is just late ...
I was soo sad when he did nt come...
At least he come , it all matters...
I hav soo much fun wif my besties.....
the worst is that everyone got sabo...
I get 2 times... its nt my birthday seh... got sabo...
hidayu and rahmat got sabo..... very bad....
go home late wif my bie , leena and leena's bie
under blok... goodbye kiss frm my bie....
then go home got scold frm daddy...
I dun care...ok gtg buhbye

p.s I will love you but why u hav 2 do this to me???

hey... its me .... farrah...
Sori 4 not posting these days... coz got camp ...
while Im lazy 2 type bout camp....
just go 2 adleena blog... and read bout camp... its all true...
So..... now i always go see sunset wif my syg lately ...
ok got 2 stop here buhbye...
oh ... I 4get... on 4 june is adleena 2nd mth wif jaz.... last long u guys....

If one day you feel like crying , call me
I cant promise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you
If one day you want to run away , dun be afraid to call me.
I promise i wont ask you to stop but i can run with you
If one day you dun want to listen to anyone , call me
I promise to be there for you but also promise to remin quiet
but one day if you call and there is no answer , come fast to see me perhaps i need you
remember this , my best friend , no matter what no one can seperate us , NO ONE.....

farrah here......

Sori for not posting this days.....

Ok we start frm on fri....

on fri , we hav interclass......

actually i hav 2 play table tennis but i go and play volleyballl....

well we win the first two match... but the last match we lost...

BUt still mr pang giv the team a gold medal.....

then i wait 4 my husband(asrudin) 4 sooooo long , untill night...

but nvm lucky got my bie(adlina) and her bf wif me.....

then on sun , go chalet at pasir ris......

so not very the fun....

I only tell one thing....

ok here is the story....

I wanted 2 go 2 the toilet then i did nt knw that my nenek is using the toilet....

then i open the door , and saw her was at the toilet bowl tgh kencing)...

I was like wth....

It was my unforgettable night....

ok got 2 stop here buhbye and btw i married wif adlina and asrudin...

like playing timer..... hahas... adlina do nt be angry

I wish Me and my boyfriend like in this picture....

Seeing the sunset.....

I wish i can hold his hands without letting it go.....

Something has make me sad..........

I just want to be alone........

hey.....Farrah here..
jus nw leena post 4 me.... thanks leena...
Today is my husband birthday.....
I dun know what 2 give him...
He love airplane and his wife(its me)...
Nvm yesterday give him a birthday kiss....
at last I get my first true love kiss......
ok post ltr gtg buhbye

Exams are over & I currently bored .
I cannot go out seehh , so saddd .
Today no need to go school , best paah ?!
Hmmm .. I have to stay at home and take care of my siblings
What a dayyyy ... Will post more later (; tata

I dun knw why im so happy. 2day i hav 2 run 3.6 run. Soo damn tired

Before going 2 chinese garden i chat wif my bi , my sis n my bestfren

Then second thing im happy coz i get 2 my bi face. it been 2 days

He is sick at last c his cute face. I cant wait wat he will giv me as a our anni present.

I cant buy him anything as the things he want is sooooooo expensive

ok gtg buhbye my lovely blog .........

Heeey readers , I'm currently at adlina crib , Well we just finish hanging out . hehe , best laaa kaaan , but something went wrong , lazzzy to elaborate , Hmmmmm .. I'll not be posting for the few days or weeks , because my computer spoilt & MYE are coming , must studyyyyyy ! Haaaaiiiyoooo .. Goosssh , monday blues .. Well , saturday was my one year anni ! At last we made it this far , I hope we'll last okaaay bieee ? byeeee (;

Someday , I wish I could runaway from you .

Hey sori 4 nt posting lately..... I dun knw why I was so sad

Its true wat leena say I hav change a lot....

They all say Where is the old farrah tat loves 2 study???

I really regret skipping sch on thurs.....

OK tats all i hav 2 update buhbye

Sori 4 nt posting lately. My com. broke down..

So sad... Now im at skool posting... . Yestreday fun2

In dra got chase by a dog.. So funny.. 2day going out wif my besties n ofcouse

My lovely bf... Ok gtg buhbye

The words:

There is someone in my mirror

Crying day and night......

There is nothing which i can say

To make him feel alright

Sometimes love do hurts a lot

I hav been through this pain.

I really cant stand it.

I try nt 2 remember the time when me n my bf had a fight

It really break my heart lik it is tearing apart

I want 2 say thanks 2 all suckers tat hate me soo much

This pic is specialy 4 u people

n remember 2 congrats me