Why can't i forget the day????

the day you make me cry the whole nite...

Untill i cant sleep and eat....

Everytime i look at ur photos , it make me cry more...

I just cant bare to look at ur face...

now.... I dont know what to say already as it still hurt my heart...

Hey... Now.. im no longer single..
Im att.. I dont want to tell you but confirm you know already...
Well , yesterday go home with my beloved...
Then get goodbye kiss frm him...
It been a long time not getting his kisses..
ok gtg to sch buhbye...

Yesterday was my saddest day...
I just broke up with my boy...
I really miss him...
almost evryone ask me to be strong but i cant...
I just need some time to forget bout it..
it was difficult....
Everywhere , i go , there is a memory of us...
The whole nite , i cant sleep...
Just keep thinking of you...
I say to myself that no matter what , i know he will be coming back to me...
The most i miss is his kisses he give me everyday...
I better stop now , i will be crying again...

Im now not in the mood...
coz of yesterday...
here is the story...
Yesterday , i going home wif my boy then i realised that indra is following us
I caught indra , then after indra , ismail...
one by one seh...
ismail ask we all go to cc.. then my boy ask what bout salihuddin???
I say ask ismail to msg salihuddin lurh...
then ismail msg..
at cc , indra bully my boy rabak2...
we go out frm the cc at 6:25...
my boy was very angry coz of indra bully..
he rise his voice at me coz i say wait for indra...
just becoz of indra , i get the blame...
my boy left me all alone near kanzul blok...
I was sad... he did not say goodbye or a goodbye kiss.
I kept his words seh..
he say not to leave my girlfriend alone...
ok gtg buhbye...

Im bored , just come bck frm someone's wedding..
adlina wedding maybe.... married to iman.. haha .. lol..
After come bck frm wedding , meet boyfriend and his cliques..
then get kiss frm boyfriend before he going home...
Now im confused , he keep msging... not boyfriend , someone...
Ok gtg buhbye...

If only i was with him..
Everyday , every week , every second
Now i hardly see ur face...
We always going out together but now , we dont...
I miss you...
ppl have change these days...

hey , sori for not posting these days as i was buzy and no com. *sobs*

Im keeping thinking , should i tell him the truth or not??

Im confused.. I cant keep this secret very long , I just did not to hurt his feelings....

ok now , i dont to be sad2
now sch pernormal , nothing special...
ok gtg buhbye...

I miss you , syg...

I feel like ages not seeing ur face..

all i wanted to ask...

Do you miss me as much i miss you???

my 2nd boyfriend...

Dont ever take him away frm me...

if you take him , watch out...

hey.. im so damn bored..
as im long time did not update..
well.. sch pernormal..
my best friend soo crazy.. almost everyday...
I dont know what to do wif her...
training almost pernormal....ntg much..
yesterday , go home around 7:30 plus..
wait for my boy finish his ncc untill 7 plus..
then actually training is cancel but me and my friends play vb for fun...
I fell down , one time then hit my head with vb ball...pain seh..
then fall asleep for a while then my boy wake me up..
kepo seh.. then like angry...
my boy like sad , cheer him up..
he is soo damn cute.. when he show his sad face..
my boy change his clothes for a while , then i start chatting wif indra bout my problem..
then blah , blah , blah...
go home , sit wif my boy for a while as my leg is in pain..
when my leg is ok , he send my home..
I say i wanted to send him to bas stop ,coz dont want 2 go home early..
when his bas came , get goodbye kiss frm my boy...
then i run to home as im scared i get scolded...
it was too late , get scolded by parents... *sobs*
ok gtg buhbye....

Aku benci kaw sangat2....
BENCI!!!!!
sampai hati , kaw uat gini kat aku....
Ingat kawan2 aku pun benci kaw....
muke mcm sial....

I keep thinking.. untill i cry..

I dont know why..

I wonder what im thinking about..

Many ppl has make me happy.. but it is not enough

I dont know whats wrong bout me...

Psl i just need someone to make me happy always...

Im bored , nothing to do..
Well , something has happen , that make me crazy..
One day , i will tell..
ok got to stop here , buhbye..

I just wish i can see the sunset with you again....

Hey.. I really soo paisei.. bout asrudin lie to me...
here is the true...
Farrah : din , on fri kaw ade gy chinatown dgn as tk??

Salihuddin : aaaaa kalau aku bilang kau apa kau nak buat?

Farrah :aku nk tahu je.. betul ke tk....

Farrah : aku tk uat ape2.. just tell me the truth..

Salihuddin :aku dgn as dah gi half way than mak dia cought aku n as than as kena balik so kita tak gi. happy so the info that i give is $20 ok n my money that i been waiting is $30 so all togather is $50 .cay tak lah aku main2 je berapa2 kau nak bagi pun boleh asal kan lebih dari $30 ok.

When he tell me the story , I laugh.. I dont know why..
Im crazy...
Ok gtg buhbye...

Where are you???

I miss you..

even it is only for a few days but It like a few mths..

I miss ur kisses...

It been a long time..

Why must you leave me and go??

U always say u love me ..

I just dont trust ur words any more...

U break so much promise and you even dare to lie to me..

I just it is the end...

I just cant stop thinking about you...

Not even for one day..

You are already became my soul..

you are everything to me...

But why u must do this to me???

Where is the asrudin i use 2 know???

I hate the new asrudin....

U have change a alot...

U make me want 2 break wif you again...

I dun want 2 leave u then u doing this 2 me...

Psl change... I want the old asrudin

Hey.. Im bored..
Im so angry wif my bf..
He lie 2 me...
He say after sch , he go home straight
the i ask his friend , indra.. He say that my bf go 2 chinatown..
I was sad and angry..
I cant believe that he lie 2 me... *sobs*
Ok gtg , im dissappointed wif hym buhbye..


Hey , you asshole , U think u rapat wif us does nt mean that we like u , we still hate youu....

Sori for not posting these days..
Buzy...
While sch reopens , got many things to do..
First day of sch.... Is my worst day coz i get scold by many teachers...
Second day of sch... 5o%
Third day of sch.. 60%..
forth day of sch.. also 60%
I did not have fun...
OK gtg buhbye...