Harlo !. me haven't bath yet. Must not tell him.

He will scold me. well , i cannot sleep. idk why.

Kind of pissed off right now as my two small sis is fighting.

need to calm down. * breath in* * breath out*.

hehehe... tmr , sch ! Yeah ! i'm like the only person is happy.

i rather in sch with my babes than at home , doin nothing except play com

i scared to get my exam papers. i hope that i pass. AMIN !.

hehehe... later at 12 , i will be bathing. i wanna meet him but he is buzy. sad life !.

Byebye ! <3

Whazz up , peeps ?.

see that pic ?. me husband .. hehehe..

today go out with him and my sisters and my bestf.

he come to my house around 11:30 thn slack untill 1 :30

thn meet bestf at clementi. had fun at mac.

bestf and him play staring game. bestf always lose.

this time , she only win two times . hahahaha...

i wanna say thanks to him for taking care of my sisters when i was buzy with my bestf.

he is the best of the best. hehehe... hope to see him again.

before he went off , get a quick kiss and hug from him <3

hehehe... had so much fun. okie , gtg... <3

shall update soon :D

HEY ! Whazz up, blogy ?!.

sorry for not updating ... well... i just don't noe what to say.

hehehe.... i'm speechless now.

my mind suddenly went blank.

i just tell about yesterday. i go out with my ex and azlan/

it turns out i'm the only girl. the whole journey was a boring one.

me and my ex did not even talk as i forgot how to say pronounce his name.

I'm so sorry. thn after the outing , have a face to face talk with my ex.

i feel sad and angry at the same time.

i regret talking to him. the way he talk as if he did not even care .

hais... he say he still like me abit. i also but i got a husband already.

when i went home , i was angry at myself. if my ex asked me for patch , fuvk no.

he msg me that when i was talking, he was almost wanna kiss me.

WTF ?!.

okie , i just stop here. i did not wanna get on the details.

Today , gonna meet my favourite Bby cuzin.

I miss my husband. hope to see him tmr .

btw exam has finish. Fuvk yeah !. but when get the results.. :)

gtg... tata. gonna update soon PEACE OUT !.

Hehehe... Harlo, peeps !.

sorry no pic. lazy uhk... :)

well... i have lost a bestfriend.

she don't need me anymore. If she can move on, why can't i ?.

like seriously ?.

i'm not trying to make ppl hate her. I just need someone to talk to.

who else i got. i miss us sharing secrets and gossiping about others.

but now, we went to our separate ways.

I only have yayah , yanie and zoey left. I noe u jealous that i go with them

but what about me ?. don't i feel jealous when you with the girls ?.

Yes, i noe that i'm sensitive but i tell u one thing.

Best friends don't care wherethe one of them is sensitive or whatever, they still friends.

but you ?. i'm sensitive thn u say u cannot take it anymore.

whats the fuvk is this ?. if you want to be with the girls rather than me , go ahead.

but don't you ever come to me if they backstab you.

I'm sorry but if this is the way that u want , i will do it.

you say that you never had a best friend like me. but you did not even cherish it.

get it ?. again, I'm sorry. I have hurt you enough.

i tell you one thing , If the same thing happen to you , means it want to show you

how i feel when i got no friends at all.

Whazz up, peeps ???!!!...

i noe i should be studying... yesh , i noe :)

i just lazy to study but i hopei pass my exam...

peace yo !

hehehe... well... these get bullied by Bby so badly.

i almost wanna cry...

:( nvm. if he bully me again , he gonna get it from me... :)

my exam papers so far so good. woohoo !

but MT paper is more difficult than eng.

so the impossible :)

tmr , gonna be in sch by 7 as i need to teach yayah estella.

well... had my last cig this morning thn i will stop.

as i promise them. hais...

gtg... waiting for Bby to call me but confirm he wont call me :(

byebye peeps :)

Hello hello !!!..

hehehe.... i suppose to be studying now as tmr is the first paper. :)

i was bored so no choice but to blog ...

things are gettin better...had so much time with Bby <3

love him to the max but i hate when he bullies me

today he bully me , i feel like crying. slap him so hard at MT class :)

sorry ,Bby :(

bad mood for a while thn hyper like crazy

hehehe... crazy me. :)

my friend is att . at last ! pity him..

hehehe... gtg peeps... tata :)

wish me luck for EOY exam <3

I'm bored... two days without his msgs and calls..

nothing to do.. like seriously.. lazy to do homew.

well.. EOY is comin...

need to start studying.. :)

gtg as i got nothing to say.. tata.. <3

yo whazz ! . i got a new sister.

its from planet siti.. hahaha..

i can't stop laughing now... damn funny !

i love my siblings... the best....

well, i'm bored.. nothing to do... okie, tata.. bye !

Hey blogy !. i miss you !

hehehe.... well , i'm bored so i take some photos :)

cute right ?. i knoe no need to tell me.

i'm sick but only flu and cough :)

havent come to school fr two days.

miss my peeps :(. nvm. i hope on mon i get to go to school.

well.... today's plan all cancel. :'(

training cancel. watch movie cancel. aiyooo... goin to be so bored

FML !. i havent to my freaking homew. my fwens say that thr is homew.

i was like WTF ?!. i'm goin to be dead.

Bby havent text me. sad life.

okie , gtg. i smell like fish 0.o

hehehe... tata :) should update soon <3

Hey ,blogy :). it sounds so weird calling it "blogy".

I put this pic and i'm upset about something.

Well , my life is gettin worse.

Fight with the person that i love. I'm tired of fighting with him.

I did not wan to lose him again. He is my everything.

When i'm sad , i would listen to our song "perfect two- auburn".

I would end up crying. All the sweet memories of him.

He has change totally. He is not my boyf.

My boyf is the person that would love me and cherish me.

not scolding me and mad at me.

He can point fingers at me or whatsoever but don't you ever say nasty things about me.

i tell him all our sweet memories in th middle of the night . do he remember ?.

Confirm he wont righ ?. He did not care about me at all.

I had enough. I did not knoe wherethe this relationship will last or not.

P.s I would always love you no matter what. XOXO <3

YO ppl !. SELAMAT HARI RAYA ! . hehehehe ...

I knoe it is late . Well , i'm buzy..

Now i got some time left to update my lovely blog :)

I miss you , blogy .

Hehehehe...My life so far so good

The past few days , bby went overseas while i was alone with no one to talk to :(

sad , sad. but on fri was my best day :)

Firstly , i need to wake up at 5 as i got friendly match at queenstown sec.

I need to go back c division but nvm .The c division win all matches . woohoo !!!

even though i did not come to training for 1 month plus but i still play like a pro. hahaha..

but th B division i think did not win a single match :( sad.

i don't wan to move to b division as we are goin to vs tougher schools.

well , on that day , after i went home , many ppl come to my house. I was about to rest.

thr were total of 23 ppl come. after all have left , i lay down on my sofa and listen to music.

after a few min later , Bby msg that he reach home.

when he msg me already , i don't want to rest anymore.

gosh , then meet Bby under my blok , hug him as if did not meet for a few years.

he buy for me a necklace <3 , a keychain and he buy a bag for my mum..

awwwww... sweet. :) that is why i love him many many <3

okies , gtg . I'm goin out wit my mummy whole family <3

tata <3

To yayah , yanie and zoey :)

Thank you for making this year , my best year.

I don't knoe what will happen if i did not stay back. I won't be as hyper as now :)

Remember when we became spies as we wanted to hide from music teacher.

that was th most fun i ever had. Next time, we will became spies :)

hahaha... i knoe i'm crazy hahaha ... as if you don't know me. LOL!

Thanks for listening to my problems , wipe my tears when i was sad.

and make me laugh like i never laugh for many years :)

Thank you so much. When we get separated , don't be selfish uhk. :)

Promise this . When we leaving the school , we will go out together

Have our last moments together :)

Love you guys so much <3

From ur crazy , idoit best friend : Farrah panda :)

YO ppl.

Whazz up ?.

Thatz my lovely husband <3 him to th max.

He is my life , my soul and my everything. He is my special guy.

Remember , He is my property , bitches :)

Well , i havent bath yet :). Must not tell my husband or else he will bite me :(

Do i look fat and chubby ? . Ppl say i look fat . what to do ?.

Yesterday , nearly midnight eating maggi mee, choc and many more.

I always hungry. peace !. Got two homew only . Hehehe. lucky my teacher extend th due date.

I miss my form teacher. haha , LOL. :)

Yesterday , chat wit salman from 8plus till 12plus :). so long ...

If only i can chat wit Bby untill that long :(

I been waiting to break fast wit Bby since th first day of fasting.

sad~ fasting month is ending . woohoo. No more torturing.

GTG , peeps . tata<3

Yo , ppl . I knoe i look like idiot person :)

Now it is 11:04pm . Still havent sleep.

hehehe. I forgot to cut my nails , bby goin to bite me :(

Just now , bby , sally , laila , yanie and lynda come to my house watching ghost stories.

Fun ! . I been hiding behind my boyf . :) . i'm scared , what to do ?

peace !.now waiting salman to on9 . He ask me to wait. -.-"

when bby need to go just now , i help him fold his clothes and other stuff .

yanie say ' bekal isteri asrudin'. I was like :D.

hehehe.. i'm crazy what to do . left three more days thn Party ppl !.

No more fasting . Goin to gain weight . 100 and 1 percent :)

Gosh , been playing th same song since 9 plus. :)

Th song is gerek :)

need to go now. I wanna play game :).

peace ppl ! :)

Yo , ppl . whazz up ? . haha . I know the pic above is merepek. :)

i got no pic left . Malas nak ss :).

I seriously bored to th max . Nothing to do.

Just sit at home with th com. in front of me :(.

bby got NCC so more boring.

I forgot to pass up my art homew , It is 80% of th CA .

Harap2 on mon , i'm not too late :)

well , these days getting more and more sleepy.

Everyday sleep in class . Just now bby at my home to accompanied me :)

as i'm home alone just now. Had so much laugh with bby.

He lay down on my lap and sleep -.-"

My bby cute uhk . eeewww ... hahhaha .. :)

after my adeq reach home , i sent bby under my blok .

and get a goodbye kiss and hug thn he went for his CCA (semangat!)

Now currently will skip training for one month.

Now that pangsai is chasing all th malay girls for not coming to training.

He havent catch me yet . I'm save so from now on , i will lay low :).

cey .. mcm charlies angels uhk. LOL . perasan. haiz ..

gtg. nak makan2 . hehhe .. i'm not fasting . woohoo .

so ppl tahan je la. :)

See the pic above ??

thats my husband.

want him ? must go through my first . He is mine , bitches :)

I won't forget the day when there is fireworks , he kiss me.

I was like blushing :).

These days was kind of fun. To be honest , by now i need to call baby but i lazy.

sorry , baby , i lazy to dial ur number again :)

Yesterday , training was like fuvk ! . idoit coach.

I wish i can cut off his balls . :)

He say he will let th malay ppl to do weight only but dtg je , abis kena buat physical :(

I hate coach to th max !.

I reach home , batal puasa cuz i'm out of breath.

haiz .. from that day onwards , i will skip training. Idc.

that kpo pang can go to hell uhk. Its fasting month , at least understand sikit la.

Cuba puasa for one day. Confirm tk blh , bodoh !.

haiz .. farrah sabar ... *breath in* * breath out*

Nk call baby skrg . Bye !!! . update soon :)

I'm sad that he cannot always be with me ~

I'm sad that he has change ~

I'm sad that he don't love me like before ~

All i want is th old you that always never fail to make me happy.

I miss the past but life has to move on.

well , these days is quite fun. see these ppl above? . they are my new besties :)

love them a lot. when i got problems , they are th only one who cheers me up.

Not only them that cheers me up. :) so jgn sedih . hehehe . on wed ,Visit th New water plant.

So damn boring but fun. Keep talking disgusting stuff .hehehe . Only they know :)

Yesterday , got friendly match . Pioneer vs Bukit merah. pioneer win two match

but bukit merah win 3 match , nvm . At least pioneer has done well . JIAYOU !.

we got a new name for bukit merah . we call them elephants :).

I know that we are bad ppl. hehehe .

volleyballers mah !. LOL . What to say to my blog ??? .. ermmmmmmm ...

my days are so far so good. fasting month is comin so diet time !.

but still need to come for training , coach say th malay ppl need to do weigh.

woohoo !! . gonna have muscle soon !. haha perasan -.-" .

okie , farrah shut up. buhbye ! <3

sorry for not posting much as i got something on . So ya . I try to post as many as i can . gtg . peace !

I seriously miss us . Things have change alot .

Where is my baby that i always love ???

I miss him alot . <3

I hope that we last long untill we are married <3

I had enough of crying becuz of you .

What for crying for you if you dont even cry for me ???

No use ..

I hope that we won't fight again . :D

haiz .. now onli 10:21pm and i havent sleep .

hard to sleep without the love beside you to guide you . :D

Sorry for not posting . U know i know . :D